Growing Up

Hello, September! 🍂
Hello, fall semester! 
Hello, assignments! It's a pleased to meet you again! (well... not really haha)

Uni hasn't even started yet but I'm already excited because I miss my friends so much! Actually I don't feel like going back to Jakarta anytime soon but I have to because the class starts in a week :|
Wow time flies so fast. I didn't realise that this is my third year in uni. I've been thru plenty of ups and downs these past two years. 
All of the struggles. From crying because I didn't get what 'nirmana' is, making interior collage (which is pretty fun), drawing the whole scrapbook of eastern art history sampe tangan pegel-pegel, making my first stool ever⏤ fuchsia-rose stool, buying so much things for my interior design class assignment, printing those CAD files (thank you for making my wallet cry 😭), belum lagi kalo CAD nya error dan mesin print nya lagi gabisa, belum lagi rasa malesnya dan revisi dan deadline dan lack of sleep ooh-la-la! But still, God is so amazingly kind to me. He helped me so much :') and yea, that is life. I've learned so many things from these past two years. I'm enjoying the process and not regretting anything at all and I believe it will be worth it! :)
(+ a little throwback teehee)
1st Semester | Teori Dasar Seni Rupa assignment - Collage (one of my favourite assignment!)
2nd Semester | Eastern Art History scrapbook :|
2nd Semester | Interior Design I: Residential

1st Semester | Sense of Design - my first assignment ever.  (this is the one that made me 'crey crey' because at first I didn't get the point of this 😂)
3rd Semester | Interior Design II - Retail (Fashion)

4th Semester | Interior Design III - Office (Developer)

I've been thinking about what to do in this semester lately. I know the upcoming semester is going to be a very hectic one but I really want to do so much things! I want to learn and learn many things. I want to make so many friends. I want to be a better me because I'm not good enough and most of all, I want to grow up, physically and mentally. I want to be grateful for all everything that God has given to me by trying to do my best in all. I'm not even close to perfect⏤ not at all, but I want to give the best in anything that I can and then let Him to do the rest ♡ 
“Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as though you were working for the Lord and not for people” - Colossians 3:23
I'm writing this as a 20-year-old human being. Not a teenager, not even an adult, but a young adult. Supposedly old enough to know what is right and what is wrong. I've been thinking so much stuff and telling all my worries to my mommy. My lovely mommy was giving me some advices that I'm no longer a kid and I have to be better, day by day. She said that I need to be more responsible for anything and I totally agreed! And one thing she said to me that the older I get, the more I grow in my relationship with God. Pray for everything. Whether it's small or big, whether I'm happy or sad or in doubt.

But again, I thank God for giving me this life. I thank God for helping me going thru these all. I thank God for the opportunities that He has given me to build myself in Him. 
God has been blessing me so much ♡


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  2. Hi Ellen, just clicked your blog cause I love your contents :') teach me how to make an interesting blog :'3

    1. aaaw babe! thank you so much debbb! I'll teach you how to make one soon, I promise! ❤️

  3. Oh very interesting darling~ Don´t stress too much sweetheart


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